This is just simply a farewell notice to all my friends and LS members throughout Ragnarok.
The reasoning is pretty simple, a family member died while I was stuck playing this game. While I do not blame the game or any such thing for this, it made me take a step back and realize how much time I actually spend on here.
I've had a good 2+ years playing and met some really good people on here. My character, Lovegoddess, will be deleted. There will be no "Giving to a friend" or "Selling over the internet.". After the next billing cycle, Lovegoddess and all her mules will be deleted.
I will be liquifying all her materials and all the Gil will be given to one person. He's been a close, dear personal friend of mine from day one I've met him. Always helpful, cheerful and never once, even being in seperate HNMls's, did he ever tell me to wait, hold on, or said No when I asked for help and/or advice. Of course, I will not be giving his name out, simply on the basis that I do not wish to start a war between my friends of who is my closest or dearest friends. I also hope that when he receives my gift that he too will keep it confidential.
On a personal note, I would like to take this time to thank each of my close friends on an individual level.
Thalion - You were the only person that gave me a chance to prove I was worth something in the HNM Scene, even though I was a mouthy ***** that would never back down from a fight. I can't even imagine the amount of headache I've caused you from other members complaining about me, my wit and my very crude and sarcastic humor. Thank you for taking me in, teaching me and finally letting me go when it was time for me to leave TheCrew.
Trickee - Always there to put a smile on my face and always willing to spend hours and hours with me just doing countless, boring and most times, meaningless things. I will always remember your Flee macro, for everytime I saw it, I just had to chuckle, no matter what my mood. You're a good and honest player with nothing but good intentions. Don't let the a$$holes around you ruin you or the game for you.
Stellar - No matter how stupid, dumb or numerously repeated my questions were, you would always answer me in a kind and simple manner. From our first time starting the semi-static PT, you were always kind and encouraging to me. Without fault, whenever I fell or got too big for myself, you were always my ground back to reality. You've got a great head on your shoulders and you'll do even more great things with Solstice.
Ryath - What can I say, first person I looked up to when I started the game. Just fresh out of the grinder, trying t do G1 and you're always there helping me. I felt like a little girl holding onto her big brothers hand while crossing the street. You kept me safe and warm throughout my gaming experience and it will be you that I miss the most. Keep smiling and laughing at life.
Spiron - My Cheez, always with words of kindness no matter the situation. Always an inspiration, never a moment of anger or rash judgements. You kept everything real, even on Ventrillo when you're voice was as course as sand paper. Never forget where you came from and always remember where you're going.
Thank you everyone for an experience I'm sure will stay with me for a lifetime. This is not and shall not be a "plea" for attention like most farewells become. This, I assure you, is very real and my return is certainly not assured. Once deleted, FFXI will be wiped from my harddrive and the discs destroyed/trashed. Take care everyone, it was fun and a blast, now it's time to focus more on reality.
*Farewell Hugs*